hi hi, so i know i’m not that popular on here & most of you will scroll past & not care but i’ve been diagnosed with ovarian cancer & i’ve been struggling lately & i’m waiting to hear back from disability to see if they’re going to approve me but that’s going to take months & i can’t work rn so if any of you can donate or like just reblog that would mean so fucking much to me rn. i’m just trying to stay afloat & bills & living day to day get expensive especially when you don’t have any income. thank you so much for everything and anything you do & i hope you’re all staying healthy & well <3
i’m gonna keep reposting my own stuff in hopes it can spread bc honestly it’s really rough. i’ve been saying with people that aren’t even blood related and my own family hasn’t helped at all, i don’t know what to do and i legit have like 100 dollars to my name. even if you can’t help financially pls reblog i’d really appreciate it!!
i have a 150 dollar bill to pay and another 50 dollar copay and i can’t afford it and it’s making me so anxious bc i don’t even know how i’m gonna keep getting to my appointments or doing what i have to do to make myself better when everywhere i go seems like a roadblock. i’m scared and i’m frustrated and i’m so sorry if i’m annoying any of you but this shit is just so much harder than i ever imagined. if anyone has any suggestions on what i can do or anything at all i’d appreciate it so much.
“Good luck is when we are able to be with the most important people even after we have grown up. It’s like holding hands and never being separated with the selves from our childhood.
I will only deserve the best of you when I become the best of myself. We hope everyone can become the best of themselves.”
I checked out The Best of You in My Mind, and I am loving it so far - I think tender coming of age romances seem to lack the shrillness I often find grating in modern cdramas.
Honestly, I mostly was curious because of the leads. I adored Song Yiren in Ever Night (and she’s the sole thing that made Ever Night 2 bearable), and Zhang Yao has totally won me over in Love In Between. They are great here - with wonderful chemistry. (Also, I love that neither is drop dead gorgeous; I can buy them as random students so much easier.)
Also, the quiet devastation is done so well. Here she is basically slamming the door in his face because she saw her father cheat and through a convoluted jump in logic that somehow makes sense for her character and her age blames him (she lost a bet with him and the stake was her wearing fancy stockings; she did and hid them in the couch, her mom found out and had a fight with dad etc.) It’s clear this has nothing to do with that - the parents have been living largely separate lives for a long time and the dad didn’t just start cheating. But it’s easier for her to do that then to accept she couldn’t do anything to stop the break up of her family - to accept she is helpless. And it’s easier to blame him than herself (not that she should do either.)
